Title: Yours
Author: Nell
Email address: janellwilson@hotmail.com
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: J/B

Status: New, complete
Date:
Archive: If you want to
Archive category: First time
Archive author: Nell
Archive email address: janellewilson@hotmail.com
Series/Sequel: No
Other Web site: Not at this time

Disclaimers: Jim and Blair don’t belong to me. Just having a little fun
with ‘em.

Summary: you’ll have to read to find out. ;-P

Notes:This is my first time posting on SXF and I’m a little nervous.
Please give me your feedback be it flowers or flames, but please be
gentle. Thanx. :-) Also thank you Noon for Betaing this for me. Love ya
lots. Kisses and hugs. :-)

Warnings: Sex between to male adults in love.

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Yours



Jim Ellison sat quietly on his knees on the floor in front of a crying
Blair on the couch, in the loft, laying his hands on Blair's shaking
knees.

The day had been rough -- they had been woken up at four in the morning
with the disturbing news that one of Blair's closest friends had been
murdered. Jim hadn't intended for Blair to see the body of the young
lady, but Blair had pushed past before he could stop him.

Blair had been a mess ever since.

The scene hadn't been pretty. Jim shuddered just thinking about it. Then
he forced the details out of his mind as he focused back on his guide.
Blair had stopped crying, but sat with his head down, chewing on his
bottom lip and on a small strand of curly hair that was stuck there.

Jim felt the now familiar urge to kiss away his guide's pain. He
resisted though, not knowing how Blair would react. He wanted to *kiss* Blair
senseless, not *scare* him senseless.

What came next, though, changed everything.

"I'm sorry I fell apart, Jim," Blair said, his head still down and his
voice quivering.

Jim's heart broke.

And suddenly, before he knew what he was doing, he was leaning forward,
dipping his head, and placing a soft gentle kiss on Blair's trembling
lips.

Jim froze at the same time Blair did.

*What have I just done?! Oh gods!* Pulling back, Jim watched, terrified,
as Blair lifted his head, his eyes radiating shock. Jim started babbling,
"Blair, oh man, Chief! I'm so sor....."

Before Jim could finish Blair placed a shaking finger on his lips.
"Ssshhh." was all Blair said before he smiled softly, then shocked the
hell out of Jim by leaning forward and pressing his lips softly against
the other man's.

Jim was frozen for a moment. Then shock melted to desire as he felt
Blair's tongue run tentatively across his lips, requesting permission.
With a groan Jim granted it and opened his mouth. He slipped his own
tongue into Blair's mouth.

The taste was intoxicating and he couldn't get enough.

He dialed up his sense of taste and pressed passionately into Blair's
mouth, running his tongue across Blair's, stopping long enough to suck
on it seductively, eliciting a deep moan from the other man... who
suddenly wrapped his arms around Jim's neck and slid off the couch to
straddle Jim's lap, pressing their bodies as close as was physically
possible.

The sudden body contact went through Jim like a lightning bolt. He had
wanted this for so long! He had never dreamed that Blair might feel the
same way. His throbbing cock stirred at awareness of that thought and he
thrust forward slightly, rubbing himself against Blair's obvious
arousal. Blair gave a choked gasp as his body instinctively responded
with a thrust of its own.

Jim growled deep in his throat and wrapped his arms tightly around
Blair, molding their bodies into one. "Oh, gods, Chief, you feel so good!" he
whispered, as he feathered kisses down the neck which had been thrown
back so invitingly.

Jim could feel the shiver that ran through Blair as his words hit home.
Then with a voice that sounded caught between a groan and a sob Blair
whispered, "I've wanted you so long, Jim. So long!" Blair had wrapped
his arms tightly around Jim as if afraid to let go. "I love you, Jim!"
Blair said quietly, his body shaking.

Jim felt tears filling his eyes, *Blair wants me! Oh, Lord! Blair
*LOVES* me!* He cried, not caring if it made him look weak. He had
wanted to hear this for too long to worry about a few tears.

Leaning back, he took Blair's face into his hands and gazed into equally
tear-filled eyes, and said with every ounce of his soul "I love you too,
Blair, with all of my heart, all of my soul!"

Blair's lips began trembling again, but this time they were turned up
with a smile. As the tears streamed down, Blair reached out and ran his
hand lovingly over Jim's face -- starting at his forehead, then running
his fingers around Jim's eyes, wiping away the tears, then pulling the
thumb down the bridge of his nose. Blair ended his hand's journey at
Jim's lips, gently tracing their outline.

Jim was both emotionally and physically moved by Blair's loving actions;
he had never seen so much love in a person before. *How did I miss it?*

With a seductive smile he caught Blair's index finger wholly in his
mouth and slowly sucked it in and out, thrilling in the sudden fire that
burned in Blair's sapphire eyes.

Blair groaned, fully aroused. Running his hands down Jim's chest, he
teased the nipples through the cloth. Jim choked at the sudden pleasure.
Blair teased Jim's nipples to hardness, then he leaned forward and
suckled them through Jim's shirt.

The combined sensations of Blair's tongue and the weave of his own shirt
against him were enough to nearly drive Jim insane. "Oh, gods, Chief.
Don't stop!"

He heard Blair chuckle and felt him run his tongue over the nipple once
more, before the other man pulled back and looked seriously into Jim's
own sapphire eyes. He ran his hands down to lightly graze Jim's swollen
cock, smiling when Jim couldn't stop his groan or desperate thrust.

Leaving his hands at the top of Jim's jeans, Blair leaned forward and
whispered huskily into Jim's ear, "Make love to me, my sentinel." Jim
growled almost animal like and grabbed Blair into his arms, and in one
solid motion thrust both of them up and onto the couch.

It was obvious Blair hadn't expected such a wild response, but he didn't
seem to dislike it. In fact his hold on Jim became even more passionate.

Jim claimed Blair's mouth with his own in a bruising kiss that sent them
both reeling. Breaking the kiss, he looked into Blair's eyes and smiled,
and said, "Your wish is my command, my guide!"

In response to Jim's words. Blair thrust his hips up. pressing his
aroused cock against Jim's, then he groaned as Jim pressed back. They
thrust against each other for a few frantic moments in a chaotic rhythm,
before Jim stopped them. He didn't want it to be this way.

"You know, Chief." Jim said mischievously, "You really do wear way too
many clothes."

Blair grinned back. breathing heavily, his eyes glazed slightly with
arousal. "Do you know of any way to fix that?" he asked with a
surprising realistic act of innocence.

Jim chuckled affectionately into Blair's neck, "Oh, I think I can come
up with something.

"Hmmmmm, prove it!" was Blair's quick response.

Responding to the challenge, Jim ran his hands down to the bottom of
Blair's shirt and began to pull it out of his jeans. Blair arched up to
allow him to pull the back out as well. With that done Jim began
unbuttoning Blair's shirt from the bottom. kissing the skin as it was
exposed.

Blair whimpered slightly and reached forward to undo Jim's shirt, Jim
gently swatted his hands away.

"Not yet, Love."

Jim wanted to thoroughly experience undressing his guide for the first
time, and he couldn't do that if Blair had access to his bare skin --
the electricity would be too much.

Blair stuck out his bottom lip in a pout, only slightly miffed. The look
was adorable and Jim couldn't resist. He leaned down, pressing his clothed
chest against Blair's now bare, hairy chest, and caught the pouting
bottom lip with his teeth. biting slightly. Then he sucked on it,
pulling it with him as he slowly slid his lips off.

The act caused an explosive reaction in Blair. "Oh, gods, Jim!" he
yelled, his arms and legs wrapping around the other man. "Damn, I want
you, Jim! Oh, Baby, I want you all over me!"

Blair's words shook Jim to his core and his cock surged in response with
crazed desire. With a groan, Jim finished taking off Blair's shirt. He
ran his tongue through the chest hair, enjoying the roughness of it.

Finding one of Blair's nipples, he nipped slightly, causing Blair to
whimper, Jim licked soothingly over it, then took the whole nipple in
his mouth, sucking deeply.

Blair cried out and arched his chest against Jim's mouth, his hands
holding tightly to Jim's head. Jim moved to the other nipple and repeated the
motion, this time pulling gently on the nipple ring.

Blair responded so powerfully to the stimulation that Jim was afraid he
would come before they were half through. He backed off a little to allow
Blair to gain some control, then he ran his tongue down Blair's chest.
Following the hair trail to Blair's navel, he licked lightly around and
in, smiling at Blair's contented sigh. He was completely intoxicated.

Moving with deliberate slowness, he undid Blair's jeans -- secretly
enjoying it as Blair arched his hips to allow him to pull them off,
along with his boxers. Due to the rain the shoes and socks had already
been discarded at the door.

Jim groaned at the sight of a naked and beautiful Blair. "Oh, gods,
Chief! You're perfect!"

Blair chuckled slightly. "And this coming from the Greek god himself!"

Jim grinned. "Imp!" he said affectionately, then covered Blair's exposed
body with his clothed one.

Blair moaned, mischief forgotten. "Jim, please. I need to feel you. I
need to feel your skin on mine!"

As he spoke, Blair moved his hands to Jim's chest, ready to unbutton his
shirt. He went no further though, and Jim realized he was waiting for
permission. Jim was moved by the fact that Blair had given him control.

With his voice full of love, he said, "Go ahead, Love."

Blair responded immediately and Jim's clothes were off almost before he
knew what had happened.

Jim had been right -- the first sensation of skin on skin was electric
for both of them. Blair shuddered violently, and Jim nearly zoned out, only
Blair's moan pulling him back.

Jim moved against Blair's swollen cock with a desperate thrust. He was
so hard it hurt. He was dying for release. He groaned as Blair responded
with a thrust of his own, thus began an empassioned rhythm.

Jim was panting hard and he could hear Blair's breath catching. Jim
pressed down harder, thrusting harder, desperate for release. Blair was
writhing underneath him now, completely incapable of words.

Jim felt the building pressure in his body, felt his spirit disconnect
for a moment... then suddenly -- in one blinding, earth shattering, mind
blowing instant -- they both came, spurting against each other's abdomens.

There was a contented, peaceful silence for a moment. Then Blair simply
said, "Jim."

Jim smiled, and in return said softly, "Blair". Knowing it was a show
of love.

Then with sudden urgency he lifted his head, caught Blair's face with
his hand, and looked deep into love filled eyes. With both love and
possessiveness in his voice he said, "Mine!"

The glow in Blair's sudden smile was enough to make Jim cry. Then he
heard the word he had ached for so long to hear.

"Yours!"


THE END !

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